see ya later, Aly Gator

whatshouldwecallme:

He’s like:

And I’m just like: 

since I thought about you?

you were the first guy to whom I gave my complete and total trust. I don’t think you realize how much I traded for all the time I spent with you. How often my friends and family told me not to answer your calls and texts. How much it hurt me to lie to them.

waking up to your texts gave me a smile for the rest of the day. we used to text from morning to night, about every random little thing we were doing. deleting your number wasn’t as permanent as I had hoped.

I see those blue eyes

Every time I close mine

You make it hard to see

what makes me the most angry is that you probably do this with every girl - all those “friends” from church camp. I wish I knew your ugly 30 year old geed new girlfriend so I could warn her of what kind of person you actually are. I find it hard to believe I’m the only one who sees right through your act. You volunteer all the time, you want to be a teacher, you love your family… all of it is BS.

I know I sound bitter. I guess I should be thankful, because you taught me a lot about what kind of person I am and what kind of person I am looking for. I’m still not totally clear about that last one, but at least I know that he will definitely treat me better than you did. Good luck on everything in your life - it was nice knowing you for those 3+ years.

we’re not friends, we’re strangers with memories